April 2026

01.04.26:

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18.04.26:

the word:

So, this one time mate like, I needed pants, but like I didn’t have any pants and I looked in my bank account, which is called a hole that I’ve made in the ground behind the school parks, and there was nothing there, so I couldn’t afford any pants, so I figured, I’m going to make my own pants mate, but how does a man make pants without any starting materials mate, so what I had to do was to go steal some pantsto turn into pants, and I-I never at one point stopped to ask, what I was actually doing or what the plan was, cuz I realized I ripped seven pairs of pants before I realized i couldn’t sew, and all pairs of pants that I’d stolen were all the correct size, and now I’m going for forty five years, It’s nothing to do with the pants mate, you know I-I broke out of here

Yeah, I think i forgot about this place.

A lot of interesting, funny, a bit sad things happened while I wasn’t documenting it here. Like with Grace + Pressure cancel. It happened again. Roblox devs proved how holy they are. Lets start with Grace

I’m not gonna do chronological thing and talk about how it’s my frined’s second most favorite roblox experience/game first, because like who cares + it breaks my flow of thoughts. Basically PUBG bridge incident happened again. If youre ancient fossil enough to remember, then you know that Mr. pastry dough destroyer never meant to say such words and apologized multiple times since then. On the other hand our fresh situation. Fynnee(girlfriend of Simon, the developer of the Grace) was found using homophobic and racist slurs in private chats. It was supposed to be personal issue, but then Simon stepped in and decided to start his apology sith aighto tighto, truly proffesional approach. He basically tried to downplay her wording. After that people got angry, aggresion, doxxing, Pressure canceling collab, which is especially funny, because it happened just before Pressure’s drama which ended up being much worse, so it’s basically someone like Stalin pushing Hitler away like he’s the only bad guy here¹ and they are not friends at all before the war. And it was revealed that Simon wasn’t feared of strong wording too, and used similar level slurs. Eventually it pulled whole team down and basically killed wholesome game. Also i noticed “why this roblox game is terrifiying” with Dozer, I’ll leave their image here

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And there was WAKE UP text at the top which is stereotypical already for Youtube and thumbnails, but bro. Some people will act like the Bible motiffs are terryfying, and I see Grace as Doors + Pizza Tower crossover project. If blood and people dying is enough to call game or project spooky(it is enough), then I’m gonna show you our example - UbMA-634 or “Cyclicality”. Basically it’s a region somewhere in North America where you can ressurect once a day after death if you died. And since applying rules on people is hard, deaths are happening there daily. And one of documented ressurect cases is:

No. 1987:

Cause of death: The body was torn in half; the remains were impaled on wooden stakes; an AST-14² and a “Pin”³ were found inside the body. The words “The forest watches over everyone” were written in blood on the grass. Attempts to determine the origin of the tools and identify the killer were in vain.

Consequences: The subject does not know the cause of their death.

Hey guys, this is our spooky ass horror project, follow us and let us gain two million dollars on GoFundMe, so we can smoke crack and do nothing about it for two years.

Anyway, me and my friend waited for open-sourcing process of the Grace, but looks like it’s not happening, so it’s pretty sad.

Now the Pressure

From what I heard, Pressure was already in several dramas, but this one is final. Ren posted callout google document on lead developer of Pressure - Zeal, regarding his actions against her. If put this story short - he manipulated her and sexually assaulted her during Roblox Developer Conference back in summer-autumn 2025. Such allegations created waves immidiately, especially since Pressure was one of the big experiences on Roblox. Zeal posted a 1.5 hour video as a responce a few days later that got mocked by everyone(including me at the moment) because of really weird wording and some other aspects. Turning back to the Ren’s doc, she explicitly asked not to use this doc as content farm, but internet did anyway, because we live in a society. But it rises the question why she never just raised money and sued him? That way she would revealed the truth and got real help. Somewhere around week ago, Zeal released his own document as counter to her. I haven’t readed it, but from what I heard it doesn’t help Zeal much but also paints Ren as less reliable source, especially when she announced that she and her friends will re-edit doc to “remove boring elements”. I still mostly lean to Ren’s side though. But I can’t say anything permanent right now, as situation is not stable and evolving. It’s a bit sad to see though when favorite yankee’s wild card - suing anything thats not moves or looks the way they want doersn’t work.(QUICK EDIT: I found out that both are not even yankee’s, but legal way to reason this situation is still better than whatever circus people decide to create).

I also recently found out what Renard/Lapfox Trax/Halley Labs did in the past. Past in question is 2013-2014 which is wild times ngl. Situation itself is perfectly excusable, especially considering that it was 13 years ago. I still listen to their music, because cool and because this canadian guy is a fucking hog of discography with three-digit numbers of releases(200+ albums) and relatively stable quality plane, which got reweighted to the quality side recently. Not to mention that they make their own sample packs, plugins, games, sometimes even open-sourcing their tracks releasing stem packs and source files of some tracks. They basically outsource a lot of their production shit so others can use it(under specific terms of cource).

And i decided to rewatch my thoughts on YonKaGor, since some people pointed out some things to me. If i managed to deceive some people with my beliefs, I’m sorry. My point of view was a bit too one-sided, I admit that. Though I still can’t listen to their music because of the voice and same five impressions⁴ even after I made myself listen some tracks from paper alibis - the only album I know they released. It feels best out of most works they made that I decided to hear.

And I made this, so I am definetly redeemed

It feels like you just can’t lose the grip with furry artists. Some artists were creeps, some are creeps right now, some get into trouble for no fucking reason, like Russelbuck with ravepop album cover art. People can’t stand gay deer ass cheeks. ⁵

I’m thinking about giving SES some new updates. It lacks basis content despite having lots of anomalies. We need more pages for AR’s, more info on other organizations(maybe I even vibe code themes for them), incidents, overall lore stuff. And I need to continue SESUniverse doc which should give some ground for how world works at all, but for public, it will be redacted, because I made arrangements with Dreddr01d about lore disclosure. There’s a lot of job for the website.

I’m thinking about giving myself and myself(V) a passport-like cards for bio with name, species, favs and stuff.

Did some art before falling ill. Basically became paralyzed for 2-3 days and just recovering right now. Couldn’t move around the house(I like to do it uncosciosly) beacuse feel too weak, head hurts, stomach hurts, either lie or sleep, which I did. Then dealt with throat ache and now fighting with with runny nose.

ACEPOSTING series just got it’s finale today. It’s a youtube series aboy Corey/Alex and Ace - sentient Panasonic TV. I’ll give you guys the chance to watch it whole without spoilers.

Hmmm, what to talk about more?

Maybe Gooseworx having russian friends and my homeland mates not being good with it. I can understand their point, because it’s them again, but I haven’t heard them(Goose) sending them any gifts or supporting them financialy. “russians are misunderstood” take from them to me feels like generic yankee dickride technique when you don’t want to lose either of the sides as your audience.

Oh and Toby Fox thing. Espanol⁶ guys are mad because Toby refused to translate games to languages he doesn’t know. I’ll give you a good catch. If I will feel like it, I will purposfuly delay English translation by one week, so Ukrainians can enjoy peak earlier. And I will not make russian translation despite knowing it. The era of self-deprecation is over.

Slowly trying to listen to everything that I have in my music library, so I can add more and change folder architecture again. More rare or obscure stuff like HACKD, Krumble, Pilotredsky/sun, Bittertooth, 1-800-brklyn!, Evenghost, femtanyl’s new album, Kraftwerk and much more. Maybe I will make sheet of albums one day for this place.

Planning to release Ukrainian longplays of Easy Delivery Co. Liked the vibes this game gives, I wish there will be more updates. Still don’t know what time to use for episode cutting. Theres a 4-hour record and need to cut it into smaller pieces.

Went to a small numismatist spree chain with new coins. Finished official commemorative coin collecting series and waiting for 2026 ones. At this time I will try to fill gaps like buying new 1 years of independance coin, because one i own is in a pretty bad stance. I’ll buy missing banknotes, maybe I will find more collectors coins.

23.04.26:

I accidentaly killed local folder mid syncing of my obsidian vault, so I had to bring it back from github repo. I feel stupid about that.

I haven’t told about it maybe, but recently I saw arguing about AI art on Twitter(classic) and then I saw one person showing their “disprove” of soul in art, basically saying that AI art is no differet from human art, because our fantasy and DALLE’s noise image generation and training acts same. Needless to say, that first paragraphs of it was written in most AI manner ever. M-dashes(—), “first, we gotta break down” ‘s, “it’s not just/about ABC … it’s XYZ” ‘s, “i’m here to tell you” ‘s and so on. Like cmon, if you advocate AI then at least write your arguments yourself.

24.04.26:

Started translating You Shou Yan / Fabulous Beasts manhua into Ukrainian language, because nobody does. 1st chapter is ready by the moment i write this(15:28 or 03:28PM for yankees) and I aim for more. I made separate obsidian vault where I keep translations of stuff like names, and I think there will be more to include there.

Suddenly remembered that I made excel sheet about software stuff, I need to make space for it, and space for my sheet of coins.

30.04.26:

Well, look wh’os missing entire week again

As i write this(09:12)(09:12AM yankee time) I finished translation of 10 chapters of You Shou Yan already. I really got momentum with daily translations, and I use my advantage of late player to add all QOL elements since chapter 1. Translation notes, chapter numbers at start, consistent style, etc.

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I’m still thinking what name to bring to manhua for Ukrainians:

• Дивовижні звірі ?
• Неймовірні звірі ?
• Міфічні звірі ?

Either way, звірі part is mandatory in ma onion

Chapter 11(22:43) is complete.

I need to come back to my old writings. Like SESUniverse, that story I wanted to write and stuff. There’s more stuff to include in omega document now.

Finally added Sheets page.

Recently found out about Soulseek, and using it now when looking for old obscure music. It’s not perfect, but it’s much better than roaming across websites and hope that somebody preserved your beloved album.

Footnotes

1. (spoiler alert: their ancectors still don’t want to aknowledge both famines, including Holodomor) ↩

2. Some science device ↩

3. Sorry I don’t even remember what was there ↩

4. The same 5 songs The same 5 songs! The radio station that plays the same five SONGS! THE SAME 5 SONGS! THE SAME FIVE SONGS! T̸̲͝H̶̜̓E̴͕̒ ̵̮͊R̶̠͋Ä̴͎́Ḋ̵̜I̴̥̓Ȏ̴͎ ̴̹̃Ṣ̸̀T̶͜͝Ą̶̈́T̵̻̍I̸̫̅O̴̢̾Ń̴̦ ̷̜͗T̶̢̄H̸͓̏A̵͖̒T̴̾ͅ ̷̢͠Ṗ̶̠Ĺ̵̳A̶̠͐Y̵̝̐ ̴͎̐T̶̞̈́H̴̝̏E̴̾͜ ̸̪̚S̶͚͝A̷͠ͅM̸̬̽E̸͕͊ ̸̺̈F̴̞̑U̷̖͠C̷͍̆K̴͕̉Ǐ̶̺Ṇ̷̃G̶̙͠ ̶̢̾S̸̝̐O̶̖̾N̸̤̓G̷̘͒S̵͙͑!̷̬̓ ↩

5. Gay deer ass cheeks alert ↩

6. And maybe other languages guys I don’t remember ↩