03.02.26:
A whole new month to live and evolve. All game dumps i made ended up being corrupted, but i don’t care much. At least my Worms 4K wallpapers are safe and sound.
Back to 3d modeling. Figured out how to make transparency in textures.
06.02.26:
Nothing much. Made a replica of iPod classic in blender that i will use in the future. Light situation isn’t getting better, so I don’t know if i will be able to work on video up until spring.
15.02.26:
Lngstrshrt - i’m fully back into 3D. I started to do renders almost daily which keeps things warm, but at the same time i’m pissed that quality is drastically cut which makes all that i do look ugly and unpolished. Maybe I will keep some art until i’ll get around 7 decent artpieces to post in 7 days. Regular posting brings me nothing. Zero likes, zero reposts, zero comments. Feels like I am purposely ignored. Why I should not care about numbers, if don’t even have them?
Anyway, I get more ideas that i should add to todo list(including Sunshine). My new cel shader looks rather impressive considering what i had to work with before, but i dont have any experience of doing something more complex than one simple object with it.
Was at my godfather’s recently. Helped dealing with computer and films, and when I got home, helped with music. Weirdly i feel much more relived. Having ability to talk with person 1 to 1 about so much and with wide range of themes really winds down my need to spit out info randomly. News from relatives, whats happenning in the world, politics, hows life after all. Pure satisfaction.
Got another reminder by his iPhone, how fascinating, yet locked up Apple ecosystem is. Iphone’s have most of best apps for them installed out of the box. Apple is not rewarding at all for power users, but it’s perfect phone for cattle. No extrenal noise with software replacements - Apple’s programs are already really good. No extra instruments, so user couldn’t accidentaly break something, like with android in early days. But the drawback is money - if you can buy iphone, you should have money to pay for other stuff. Airpods, Apple Music, Apple dekstops and so on. They are not entirely isolated with their ecosystem, but they made best experience accessible exclusively on their tech and rules.
16.02.26:
I have geniue reasons to hate certain people, but I will try not to engage all of it to keep swear meter here steady. It’s mostly about people being picky on who to hate and call out, being passive on horrible actions, avant-grade stupidity that I am forced to face, and so much on. On top of that I feel abanodend by majority, and the guilt is either fully mine or person’s. But remanining silent about how you feel, because someone said to “let people enjoy things” isn’t right too. After all, if you don’t hate, how do you love?
I also decide if i should move to Odysee instead of Rumble - more indie platform sounds appealing.
20.02.26:
Maybe i’ll create Odysee account this weekend and start posting videos there.
21.02.26:
Nothing interesting honestly. I ran out of stamina to make art honestly. Maybe next week will be more focused on SES. I’ll do not some translations and new objects, but translations of other vital pages, and more lore documents - finally some ideas will leave mine and my friend’s head and be part of public knowledge.
Also small confession on my side. if anybody interested - I used AI to create themes for SunEyeShadow wikidot. I know that that sounds bad, but it was rather my only choise back then, because I don’t know anything about CSS, especially wikidot’s quirks, quirks of web platform that is already one leg in grave. I promise to replace current themes with ones, made by human, but our team of two doesn’t have person who knows CSS, and my promises are best to not perceive as something I will do in next 2 weeks or month.
I had thought about starting recruiting people to join SES wiki, but right now too much is only shared between two persons - guess who’s first. Introducing new person to everything will be tedious, expecially when most of information you need to introduce them to is localized. Another issue will be wean off some habits and stamps, like █████ ████ ██ ████ ████ █████ ███ or page strucure. Inviting members of SCP Ukrainian Branch Wiki will be a good idea, but not for now. Current ‘censorsip’ in wesbite is build on UbMA-530, blatant lies and secret pages. Even though its not classified, you can’t trust entirely what is written. And 3rd gimmick of this world - “anomalies are active and interact with each other” doesnt work…
Furnotes1 looks like project with slim future - when i will run out of species that will be listed, I will not move to celebrities. This is literal mine field - i’ll finish some youtuber’s page and next month I will be forced to write about how they ended up being questionable/bad/horrible/dangerous/… person. I want it to be rock solid. When i will be sure that Ukrainian version is fine, i will create global version - English branch. It will use same technology as this website2. I’m not sure how to keep different versions of quartz, but I will figure it out. It will definetly use uchū color pallette.
I’m gaining no popularity with my art on Twitter and its useless little brother3 and I will rant about it again. Some people use AI and get attention. Not much here, just lazy people getting what they don’t deserve. On the other hand, cookie cutter furry “OC” artists. They can easily make & sell merch that will be bought by people because “it’s cute”. But they don’t get traction because of unique style, or approach to art, or anything else. Their fame is populated with lustful people that usually think rather with what is between their legs, and its not limited to men. They don’t go NSFW(which is not gonna lie is actually good money source if youre skilled and don’t respect yourself or your legacy) but their art is not SFW either. Weird middle line that opens bridge to both worlds. Another type is popular artist that don’t do much but still get money. Case-sensitive, so not much to say. Overall - look for small artists. Don’t ignore them. And drink water. Water is essential. My art posts will be with 4 hashtags from now on.
Maybe i should bring something like warning to index/home page. 10 minutes later, I brought warning page.
Yesterday I made my first volume of hand selected music tracks. 42 sounds not that a lot, considering that I chose from 250+ tracks. But its only volume 1. I will link to it at separate page here.
I caught myself on a thought - why should i make another Changed fangame that is like Changed, but with my own cast? My ideas fit much better to different genre, different style. Making another closeted adventure game isn’t that cool. I will also revive some leitmotiffs from original idea i killed - Changed brutal. Let’s just say - if goo beast needs to get inside of you, they will not mind punching a hole. I’ll keep it without blood(goo will censor it) but guess what what I will keep - you will hear bones getting cracked.
28.02.26:
My beliefs got shaken once more. Those, who I thought were victims of the issue they never asked for, ended up being liars. There were hints - bad humour, agression, denial of science, agenda. But i standed for freedom. I didn’t thought people I thought were been radicals would end up being right. Don’t make a idol. Don’t trust your ideals.
Uroboros II is starting tommorow, which means i will finally give english branch of SES a better treatment, aside from new anomalies and documents for once in half-a-year. Fortunately or not, worthy renders for anomalies are only in 2 pieces, which means only 2 anomalies from me will get artwork included for them.
My 3rd music collection expansion is ready - over 2100 new tracks will end up in my library. New artists, more albums from old ones, and some rare entries. Now i have to re-tag all of it. Also i got my first DAC4 - CX319935. I don’t need much more, and having AUX in my phone feels good. Untitled CD selection Vol.2 will be ready when I will finish retagging tracks6 from 3rd expansion.
Maybe next month(starting from tommorow) I will replace my current linux distro(manjaro) for fedora or branch of it. And I need to make Odysee account and delete Rumble one. Fun fact: this line in Obsidian is №67. I know some of you will be annoyed about it, so I included it just for you.
One of my weekly result images on last.fm just decided to be ready only for 45%. It’s just missing half of it. I’ll embed it later. (10 mintes after note): The file is just broken and I don’t know how my PC still sees part of it. I will embed screenshot instead :/
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I need to come back to keybr and monkeytype7. I already can typre without looking at my keyboard every 10 seconds, but I want to push my skill to 60 words per minute, while i have only 35-40. And keep my accuracy more consistent.